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Toil of sleepless nights

Gillian Gordon, Valedictory Address 2003

* The Chancellor, Vice Chancellor,
* Honorary Ministers of Government
* Excellencies of the Diplomatic Corp
* Principals and Pro-Vice Chancellor
* Honorary Graduand
* Members of the Graduating Class
* Colleagues
* Parents and Friends
* Ladies and Gentlemen

IT IS indeed an awesome honour and privilege to be standing here tonight, more so than most instances as this in fact my first graduation ceremony. But the honour is not just mine but rather it belongs to fellow graduates, our families, friends that have stood by us along the way.

To the graduating class of 2003 CONGRATULATIONS! We deserve it! We know what it has taken to get here. It took a lot!

We know fully well the toil of sleepless nights filled with cramming and the completing last minute research papers. The familiar anxiety of pre-exam jitters is never far from our minds. We know what it means to work feverishly against the clock in the hope of completing the paper before that voice of doom proclaims. "The exam is over, all pens down, pass all papers to the front please."

Indeed this sequence has been the climax of every semester, the culmination of each course. But the spring semester of 2003 was different, these exams were final. And when the last bell rang and the last call made to lay down our pens was uttered we breathed a sigh of relief and proclaimed: "it is finished!" Then came a sense of euphoria and exhilaration: we did it; we made it, free at last, free at last thank God Almighty free at last!

But the euphoria sadly didn't last long, for soon after the congratulations were over we realised that completing our course meant leaving the comfortable behind, leaving the place that we had called home for the last 3-5 years. And even more frightening still, we now had to face the unknown. The question of "Where will I find a job?" "Will I fit in?" "Will I make a difference or be able to meet my financial obligations?" All swirled in our minds.

Let me take you back to another crossroads, another time of uncertainty. The only difference being then we knew we knew it all. We were high school, maybe college graduates; starry eyed and ambitious, ready to take the university by storm. But we quickly found out that was not to be so. And in the first few